This year has been a world wind adventure that has taken flight in the most positive way. I lost almost 170lbs of grotesque weight that I have been trying to get rid of for years! But in the mist of it all I gained the weight back in the shape of a slim, dark, mocha shake. He has been the leader, the pilot, and the provider of this all expense paid adventure he has been taking me on for the last 3 yrs. He even purchased my very 1st car last Christmas.....my 1st car @ the age of 30 yrs old! ( can you imagine that!!! )
He's been that person I can talk to when so many have turned their back and I just want to celebrate his awesome deliciousness!!!! OK, I just had a moment....I'm back. Now I'm on my way to moving into my 1st house with him and my 2 children thanks to him wanting to give me the things I never had in my marriage. But now I tell everyone that we are buying a house together and they want to know " When is the wedding? ". Why do we feel that marriage is the answer to complete happiness? This is something I felt I needed to be complete back in my twenties, but now that I'm older I think I truly believe I know what happiness is. Don't get me wrong, if he asked me I would probably not hesitate to say yes, but I want it to be natural, organic, real.
Growth is also responsible for my trip into the right direction. Surrounding myself with positivity and light, and letting nothing and no one stand in the way of my dreams. Realizing that working for others is not for me, but taking the initiative to take a serious leap on my own.
Keep your dreams up front to guide your vessel and happiness and bliss will just be around the corner........
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